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  • tenacious d -

    tenacious d: tenacious d
    one of my all time favorite albums, and the reason that i find jack black one of the sexiest men alive. "keilbasa" alone is reason enough to spend the money for the CD.

  • jamiroquai -

    jamiroquai: a funk odyssey
    i love this album - i resurrect this cd about once a month and play it for at least a week straight on my car stereo. i'm currently knee deep in jay kay.

  • AC/DC -

    AC/DC: Back in Black
    possibly one of the best rock albums ever. as long as i live, this will be one of my top 5 favorites. can't get enough of it.

  • Beck -

    Beck: Guero
    i'm still listening to this, for months now. i'm somewhat obsessed with it and can't stop listening to it. i'm not at all inclined to stop listening to it...

  • led zepplin -

    led zepplin: IV
    what needs to be said about led zepplin IV? best. makeout. album. ever.

  • Foo Fighters -

    Foo Fighters: In Your Honor
    One of my all-time favorite albums by one of my all-time favorite bands and one of my all-time favorite vocalists. Dave Grohl is one of the sexiest men alive and his voice just... does things... to me.

  • Radiohead -

    Radiohead: The Bends
    Thom Yorke's voice just does it for me, y'all.

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July 17, 2007

light leaks magazine

i got an email this morning from light leaks magazine
telling me that this photo of mine was chosen to be published.

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yay :)

light leaks magazine is quarterly, so it will be published in the fall, in light leaks volume 7. won't see it for a while, but that shound make for a nice "oh yeah! i almost forgot!" when it's finally published.

for those who don't know, light leaks magazine is a publication for holga and toy camera users and enthusiasts; it's a place where ideas and words like "sharp" and "in-focus" are tossed aside in favor of ideas and words like "fuzzy" and "out-of-focus", and all other things that holgas are known for.

February 04, 2007

gracie & the sunbeam

i went to my mom & dad's house today and got to see my neice gracie. she had a bad cold, and her sweet little cheeks were flushed bright red, but she hadn't lost her urge to laugh and play and run around, and pose in a sunbeam for her aunt lissa's camera. she even got the hang of putting the lens cap on my camera. maybe she was trying to tell me something.

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i can't get enough of her. she makes my heart smile. 

       

February 03, 2007

good morning

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big day for melissa today.

i'm going ROLLER SKATING with my friend mary! we're going for her daughter's birthday party, and we'll be two of only four grown-ups (and i use that phrase with some hesitation) on wheels at the party. i haven't been roller skating since... well, since i had my 29th birthday party. we went roller skating. if memory serves me, i skated something like i imagine a cave man might have (no offense to any caveman. i've seen the geico commercials and i don't need a lawsuit.) and spent more time on my ass than on my wheels. i don't get it. when i was a kid, it was like i was born with wheels on my feet. suddenly i can't remain upright now that i'm an adult? well, maybe not so suddenly.

what is the current etiquette for grown-ups when rollerskating? presumably, the management and parents of small, impressionable children wouldn't take any too kindly to a grown woman shouting expletives and profanities whilst crashing into a 6 year old. i'm gonna have to watch my language. not that i have the mouth of a sailor, mind you. but i have been known, from time to time, to express myself without having given thought to my surroundings, damn it.

case in point (but without profanity):

my friend sara & i were at a bank drive-thru in dallas, and we'd been there for what seemed like most of our young adult lives, waiting on the transaction to be completed. tired of waiting, i shouted from the passenger side "what's the HOLD UP!??"

yelling any sentence ending in "HOLD UP" at a bank is inadvisable. and that's how i know for certain that i don't always think before i speak. 

after roller skating, i'm heading right to the show in copperas cove. rehearsal at 4, then the performance at 7. hopefully i won't be singing with a sling on my arm or a cast on my leg. or with any teeth missing. i've sung in worse shape than that, but i'm not in the mindset to do it tonight.

if i break anything, i can't be held responsible for my language.

*i finished my first roll of 120 film last night! i'll be dropping it off for processing this afternoon. shortly, i'll (hopefully) be processing my own black & white film myself. unfortunately, the 4 rolls 120 black & white film i ordered that arrived day before yesterday are C-41, so i can't process those myself. i know the right film to order now, though!

February 02, 2007

my day certainly perked up

despite the morning i had - waking up and spending the first hour and a half of my day up to my elbows in dog poo - my day has improved. considerably.

amazing how something like a small white parcel can make me smile.

the contents of the parcel made me beam.

i'm still beaming, and i can't seem to stop.

thank you. thank you. thank you.

thank you.

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January 29, 2007

okay. i kept my promise.

i promised i would shut my fat yapper about my new holga until it arrived.

it's here!!!

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i can't stand it. i want it to be daylight so i can go outside and take a whole roll of pictures.

i've got it loaded with a roll of HP5+ 120 film and a modified 6x6 mask. it's got velcro holding the back on (thank you SO much randy - you're a freakin' genius, i swear to god.), randy smith's custom cable release, randy's custom bulb modification, custom tripod mount, interior flocking so it won't reflect light, and the lens cap is IN MY JUNK DRAWER, just as randy prescribes. not throwing it away, just putting it away to avoid shooting a whole roll of film with the lens cap on. this ain't digital.

i am giddy like a school girl and i can't quit grinning.

i said it before, but i'll say it again because it certainly bears repeating, again and again...

if you're going to buy a holga, please do yourself a favor and spend your hard-earned money as wisely as you can, with randy smith at www.holgamods.com

i have never in my nearly 36 years experienced the level of customer service that randy has given me within the last several days. i'll be purchasing more holgas in the future, and i'll be buying them from randy, and no one else. nobody else. ever.

i've spent the time since i got home from work this evening loading film, attaching velcro, running around like a 4 year old, taping up the back of my camera to avoid light leaks, laughing uncontrollably, and taking 2 pictures in the brightest light possible. i took the obligatory "picture of myself holding my new camera reflected in the mirror" in the brightest of my 2 bathrooms, and then i went into my studio and lit it with studio lights and took a photo of those terribly cute, terribly terrible necco valentine's sweethearts (the ones with the messages on them) that nobody ever actually eats because they taste like flavored chalk.

i took a picture of them last valentine's day as well, in color, in digital:

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but this one was black & white, and it was with a HOLGA!!! no telling how it's going to turn out, or even if it's going to turn out... but i don't care.

i may not sleep at all tonight!

January 27, 2007

one last thing about the holga...

then, i PROMISE i'll shut up about it. until it arrives, that is.

i mentioned before that i purchased a custom modified holga from randy at www.holgamods.com and i just have to take a moment to scream it as loud as i can that i have never, as long as i can remember, had such a wonderful customer service experience than i have had with randy.

to the best of my knowledge, holgamods.com isn't a huge corporate machine. as far as i know, it's randy, modifying holga cameras by himself, and that may be all.

after several years of making online purchases with a machine, recieving a reciept from a robot, and a few days later getting a box or envelope in the mail, that's what i've become used to: no interaction whatsoever. randy changed all that. he's a real person. he's a real nice person.

i not only bought a holga, i made a friend. i have honestly never had customer service like he has provided before. maybe not even in person. he's just a decent, nice guy. there's a very short list of that type of person left, especialy when you're talking about the online marketplace.

here's another little "something" - randy emailed me this morning with the head's up that his interview in JPG magazine was published. you can see it here. it's on page 40, and although you can "flip through" the pages of the magazine from the website, i suggest you download the PDF of the magazine - MUCH easier to read... you can actually make out the words that way. besides that, there are some great photos and articles and they're worth the read. but especially the article on randy.

my friend, randy.

thanks again randy. i wish i knew more words to say how appreciative i am.

January 26, 2007

about a cheap, plastic girl: part II

i bought it.

it'll be in the mail in a few days thanks to the fantastic randy at www.holgamods.com who is custom-modifying my spankin' new cheap plastic chinese camera.

yay!

January 23, 2007

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there are many different types of shoppers out there. impulse shoppers, cautious underspenders, shopaholics... the list goes on. i'm a little harder to pidgeon hole than that. there's not one specific category that i fit neatly into when shopping is concerned. i'm as guilty as anyone else could be when impulse buys are concerned. sometimes i do a little research before i make a purchase, usually with bigger ticket items - nothing out of the ordinary there. then there are other times that i research something to death before i buy it; also not out of the ordinary. until recently.

if bigger ticket items require a little research on my part, that's understandable. take a camera, for instance. if i'm gonna drop a grand or more on a camera, i want to know something about it. hell, i want to know everything about it. so it would stand to reason that something that i have researched to death would probably cost an arm and a leg, right? nope. how about twenty-two bucks?

i'm talking about a holga.

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the glorious holga, right out of the box.

a holga is a cheap, plastic, shoddily made toy "camera". i use the quotations because the word "camera" hardly seems to fit. it's appearance is less that of a camera and more that of something you might find in the 3 + under section of a discount store with "fisher price" stamped on it.

however, turning the phrase "making a silk purse out of a sow's ear" never seemed so appropriate.

the photographs that are possible with a holga aren't just good, they have the potential for turning out surprisingly gorgeous. artistic. edgy. all those buzz words that mean pretty.

it was manufactured in china back in the early 80's when the most popular, plentiful film type was 120 medium format (which TOTALLY excites me) although it can be fitted to house and utilize 35mm film, which i have quite a bit of experience with, albeit experience that i gained years ago and haven't used in... well, years. in fact, it's been... well, years since i shot anything other than digital. which is where the over-doing it with the research comes in.

how bad could it be? it's not like i'm gonna have to brush up on my manual film camera settings; the holga only has 2 apertures; f/8 and f/11, and even those are something of a joke. you don't choose an aperture by it's size - you choose it by what holga-veterans lovingly refer to as the "mystery button" - a sliding mechanism labled "cloudy / sunny". pick your aperture. however, reading all that i have about the holga, as it turns out neither of them really work, so you just sort of get what you get. could be cloudy, could be sunny. YOU NEVER KNOW.

there's one shutter speed: 1/100. that's all. there are modifications available that will allow you to keep the shutter open for the length of time you depress the shutter button, but i don't think i'm going to go that modification route right off of the bat. a longer exposure time would be nice, but i think i want to get to know it before i start modifying it. maybe. i'm still researching that part.

one of the great things about a holga is that by virtue of the plastic lens - that's right, i said plastic lens - you get this incredible, unpredictable vignetting on some of your shots. (visit this link if you didn't click on it a few paragraphs up) sometimes you get it on all of them. sometimes you get it on none of them. that's part of the beauty of the holga; YOU NEVER KNOW.

the camera body has to be held together with black gaffer's tape (not included!) because the housing is made of plastic so cheap that it doesn't fit together like it's supposed to, and when there's a roll of film loaded the back tends to pooch enough so that the back has to be taped to the front.

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holga, in all of her gaffer's-taped glory.

BUT - one of the coolest modifications possible with the holga is the "holgaroid" modification; outfitting the holga camera with a polaroid back. not the new generation of polaroid where the film comes shooting out at you, but the old kind of polaroid, with the peel apart film.

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my polaroid 250 land camera - currently not in use!

i happen to have one of those - a polaroid land camera that isn't getting a whole lot of use at the moment... possible modification? YOU NEVER KNOW.

as of this writing, i have reached 100% certainty that i'm going back to film, at least part-time. one of the hardest parts of converting, at least part-time, back to film is the loss of instant gratification. that's one of the best parts of digital. instant gratification and 0% waste. with digital if you take a crappy shot, you know it right then and right there, and you can simply click & delete it right off of the camera. you didn't just screw yourself out of an exposure. but something about that makes me want to go back to film again too... it's sort of like a test for my eye. it's a creative stretch to not just shoot anything, but subject matter that, well, for lack of a better term, matters. at least to me. that's an exciting prospect. i think digital makes me lazy and i'm looking forward to shakin' it up a bit.

since i'm done researching the holga ad nauseum, i'm going to start looking into places to develop my negatives and prints. i'd like to do it myself if it's at all possible, but i can't afford the investment of all of the equipment (though nothing in the world would make me happier than to OWN my own darkroom equipment - and i know exactly where i'd put it.) but i would like to develop my own photos. nothing turns me on like the scent of darkroom chemicals... developer, stop bath... mmmmm. so i'm going to research (that's right, more research, but quicker this go 'round) the local college and see if they allow for outside darkroom usage for set fees, or if i have to take a photography course to be able to use it and rub elbows and suck up to the professor in charge... which i would totally do. the sucking up part for sure but also taking a refresher course in film photography. i could use it, that's for certain. they'd be teaching 35mm photography, not medium format, but that's alright - i can MODIFY for that!

so i'm set. i'll be recieving two holga cameras (they're cheap $-wise and, well, CHEAP production wise, so i'll be needing a backup) soon. i'm looking into places to develop my prints or at the very least making sure there's somebody local who can develop 120 medium format. i'm certainly not selling or otherwise giving up my DLSR. i've gotten way too spoiled to go COMPLETELY back to film and abandon my digital... after all, this ain't swiss family robinson. i'm not laura ingalls wilder. a girl has to have some mod-cons. but i'm giving it a go, and i am ecstatic about it.

my question is this: anybody out there own/use a holga? any insight? tips & tricks? any caveats?

holga photos - www.holgamods.com


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